11.1.11

Hey, it's another day that has a cute date! And on this day, it brings lots of meaning to me. 


I'm finally, officially graduated from UTP! Woohooo! Results were out at about 12.30 am in the morning. After clicking the "Exam Result Slip" a gazillion of times (starting from 12am) baru la kuarrr slipnye. Pandai betol UTP pilih tarikh kann? This also means the start of that long 6-month period to wait for that P placement. Adehh. Lame kut. I already feel bored waiting for the results to come out. And now, I have to start to do another countdown. Hope I get it quick :D

Oh, my results were not as good as the previous semester. My major subjects didn't help much. Even after all that studying and struggling. Tsk tsk. Well, that's my luck when it comes to exams. The efforts never seem to be enough. Only sometimes I do manage to get pleasing results. However, I did manage to get a solid A in French. Looks like I deserve a holiday trip to France, don't you think? Dahla French was my last paper, and at that time, most of my friends dah abes exam pon. Pegi study kat IRC pon gelak2 study je with the people taking Arab kan. Talk about language barrier kann? Susah kut study ngan orang laen2 bahasa. Haha.

IRC study-mates and French classmates.

Alamak, Wan tade dalam gambar. Hehe

And I'll never forget the full marks we got for our French Drama. I think I still owe my group mates something. They were really the people that made my day during my birthday (sbb the drama presentation was on that day too) since I was totally ignored that day, while at the same time losing my FYP and FYDP files. Yep, those were just pranks. Don't worry. I don't have to repeat my FYP and FYDP, okayy. They are just pranks that were really stressful! Sedey tauuu T_T

Ehh, sayang pulak saye dengan French nii. Meleret2 je cakap pasal die. Tapi mestila sayang dah dapat A kann. Haha. Anywayss, congrats JAN'06ers. Kite dah grad! Can't wait to start a new phase in life :)

Ex-Best Friend

Dear You,

This is the second time in my life that I lost a best friend. I really treasured our friendship and really worshiped the ground that you walked on. Because I always thought of you to be 'one of a kind'. I have heard people say bad things about you but I'm not one to listen to what people say. I judged you based on our friendship, and I really really liked you. Your kindness, your thoughtfulness and your jokes.

I liked the fact that we shared a lot of common interests and I can just share anything that I want with you. You kinda understood me in ways other people didn't. We didn't know each other for a long time but it was like we were forever friends. I always thought of you as my best friend. I always wanted to make sure you always get what you wanted and that you were always happy and never sad.

But how could you do such a horrible thing? After all that we've been through. After all the secrets that we shared, the jokes we laughed together about, how could you? I never expected it from you. It could have been settled in a jiffy. It wasn't a complicated matter. You only made things worse. So how do you expect me to forgive you? I can't even accept you as a friend, let alone forgive you. I will never forgive you, even if the world ends tomorrow.

I know that I'm just supposed to forgive you, that it's not good to keep a grudge. That forgiving will help me forget and move on. But do you honestly believe that in forgiving you, I can accept what you did to me? You BACKSTABBED me. You USED me. You LIED to my face. You EMBARRASED me. Now matter how many times you explain to me, it's never gonna undo what you did. It's never gonna erase the bad thing that you did. The memory will fade away, but the pain will last forever.

Regards,
Ex-Best Friend @ Ex-Friend

10 Movies/Shows that Remind Me

1. Football
2. Gol & Gincu
3. Heroes
4. Sindarela
5. Chuck
6. Yes Man
7. Kami
8. Sepi
9. Eagle Eyes
10. Bolt

10 Songs that Remind Me

1. Munajat Cinta - The Rock
2. Hey There Delilah - Plain White Tee's
3. Fall for You - Secondhand Serenade
4. Barney's Theme Song
5. The Click Five - Empty
6. Paling Comel - Achik & Nana
7. Sinaran - Shiela Majid
8.

Oh, it looks like I'm stuck at 8 for now. It shows that I'm forgetting. That's a good sign. I'll probably get inspiration later.