Resolutions

My blog's activity patterns are quite obvious. It is usually active during semester breaks andddd.....there is one post I'll never miss updating. New Year's Resolutions. Lawak je bile fikir balek. Haha. So, I guess I'll try to stick to this tradition. To tell you the truth, I was quite proud of myself for achieving most of my previous New Year's Resolution, especially the exercising part. Cool tak? Hehe. But it only lasted for one semester sebab the second sem ade puase bla bla bla. Alasan semate-mate kan. Hahaha. 


Anyways, one of my best friend said that I kinda changed for the better (referring to the resolution #8, I guess). So, all in all, I achieved 2010's New Year's Resolutions. Let's try to make 10 new resolutions to be achieved for 2011, in random order.




Presenting 2011's New Year's Resolutions......




#10 Try to get a job that I can live with for the rest of my life.
Alhamdulillah, I was recommended, pending to results, bla bla bla. So, the only logical thing to do is wait for a placement in the 6 month period. But, if I don't get any news in the next 2 months, I guess I'll start to find a job. Just in case. For now, my parents want me to work on a project. Just wait for it! Hehe. And I probably have a part-time job waiting for me. Bile tah nak statnyee. Huk3


#9 Start saving
I seriously like to shop. Though, the problem is not really that chronic, because I don't always go shopping. But, I usually tend to buy things that I don't really use. Clothes, especially. I have a closet full of them. I should probably do a garage sale. Menarek tak idea tu? Tapi sape tah nak belii. Haha. So, after I get a job, I'll save more, invest some, and spend less of the salary. Deal?


#8 Go on plenty of holidays
I had the same resolution last year, and that resolution wasn't really achieved. Most of the trips I made were quite spontaneous, so it wasn't really a holiday. Not many pics and places visited were quite limited. And basically, there weren't many trips pon. Ish3. Sedey. Lepas ni keje lagi susah nak pegi holiday. T_T So, let's try to make this resolution achieved, shall we?

Would love to go to Paris one day and apply my French-speaking skills. Hee

#7  Moving On
Aihh, setat la benda2 personal as resolution nihh. Do you think this is true?

The past shouldn't interfere with the present.

For me, it is. And for some, not quite. Sometimes you gotta give that second chance. But, if I were involved in any of the past stuff, and if at any time problems start to occur, I hope its not for the same reasons. If not, it would be just plain stupid to be getting involved AGAIN in the first place.  Don't you think so too? Another thing, going on the "We tend to adore those ignore us, and ignore those who adore us" path, I found this:

"Don't let someone become a priority in your life, when you are just an option in theirs."

This is for me to try and figure out. Mule la merepek nih. You guys don't have to try to understand but I hope you get what I'm trying to say. Haha. Canela tu kan? o_O

#6 Be more friendly to people and to the environment

Dan sebenarnya, saye seorang yang pemalu dan garang. Huhu. Pandai2 la nak atasi masalah ni. Hehe. Oh, let's go green too! One problem the world is currently facing is there's just too many plastic bags. In order to overcome this, we gotta stop using plastic bags unnecessarily. Like if you're buying only one item, you don't need the plastic bag, do you? The government is currently trying to make the "No plastic bags every Saturday" a nationwide campaign. We should support this and slowly make it a "No plastic bag every Day" thing! Hehe. *Suddenly I'm turning into an environmentalist.

I really wanna buy one of these bags. Cute!

#5 Try to be less ignorant
This is just a filler sebab bile check balek lupe nak letak #5. So, tanak explain la. Hahaha


#4 Try to be more matured

To tell you the truth, I act like a kid 80% of the day. Is that bad? Tatau laaa. But I should act more responsible these days. More matured. I am kinda matured but maybe I should add a bit more to it? Just maybe? Haha. Dunno where this conversation is heading to. Now, we (Why we? Haha) have to accept the fact that I'm no longer a student and currently employed. This means, sooner or later I will venture into the working world. Cool? Hoho. This is serious business okayy. I have to pay for everything using my own money. And all decisions will affect the rest of my life. Scary kan?

#3 Patuh kepada ibu bapa dan agama

This is the same as last year's. It's really important to consistently achieve this resolution. Both are very important in life. And since I'm matured enough, this has to be a piece of cake...

#2 Exercise

Hahaha. Nak jugak letak kan. Ni dah duk umah ni susah sket la nak exercise. Nak g jog tapi banyak sangat anjing laa kat taman ni. I won't be jogging but I will end up running for dear life. Tanak aku. Huhu. I guess I should buy one of those treadmill kan? Or just cari gym? Haha. Banyak pulak duet. Gahaha

#1 Eat healthily, live healthily

Just yesterday, 33-year-old actor, Faizal Yusof died of a heart attack. Getting a heart attack at 33 years old is kinda scary. I'm 22. That's just an 11 year gap. It was said that his jantung tersumbat. This is probably from eating too much of the junk foods or smoking kan. So, seriously. I have got to start eating lots of veggies and fruits. And drink lots of water. Aishhh. I hate veggies. That's the main problem. Somehow, I gotta overcome that. Besides exercising, eating healthily will definitely improve our health kan. 

That's it. Managed to think of 10 resolutions. Hebattt. Hope they can be achieved by next year!

P.S. Tak saba nak tunggu results kuarr. Bile tah?

Welcome 2011 :)

I know it's already the second day of the new year but yeahhh, just got back from boring, old Kerteh. Sorry kutuk. Haha. Went to KL on Thursday to settle a few things with the family and headed to Kerteh on Friday to accompany my Dad for the weekend. I feel like a nomad. I've been to Kerteh twice in 3 weeks. KL tayah cakapla. Macam baru lepak Suria KLCC je hari tu? Refer previous post. Did I mention it was the raining season up there in Kerteh? So, me being clever, I just wore these precious Crocs that I bought in Singapore during the Raya holidays. I also wore it the last time I came. Tak perlu pakai selipar cantik2. Too many puddles and what not. Haha.

In my favourite colour :)

Anyways, there was no celebration for the new year. Just stayed home and watched the live concert on TV. Waited until the countdown and went to bed. Pathetic, right? Haha. Tak kesah pon. It's just like any other day. When you put a title for that day, then suddenly that day becomes special kann. Betol tak? Anyways, I was practically on a mission to buy my own set of Monopoly Deal. Cari kat semua tempat pon xjumpe. Okay, okay. Just cari kat Melaka and Suria je hari tu. And who would've guessed I ended up buying it at Toys R Us, Kerteh kan?  Well, Mini Toys R Us. Dah buhsan kat sane, g la maen kat Starbucks. (Tak sangka semua ni ade kat Kerteh kan? HAHAHAHA)

Tengok2, saye ade atuk! Hehe

K bye nak mandi. Baru sangat sampai dr Kerteh niii. Really want to blog about my New Year's Resolution but I haven't given much thought on it. Wait for the next post yeee. 

Kembali aktif?

I used to be a very active blogger. So the active part is kinda exaggerating. But the point is, I stopped. Due to several factors. Lets list them down quickly.

1. Heartbroken. (A very old story. HAHA)
2. No time to write.
3. The internet sucked. BIG TIME. 
4. Malas. Tapi sebenarnya, I have too many things to write until I dunno how to start. *wink2

That's about it. Malas nak fikir dah O_O


So, since I don't have anything better to do at home (and the internet is soooo FAST), I guess I will be updating often. Hehe


I'm currently supposed to tanam anggur but since I don't have any land, I gotta find something else to do. Huk3.


Yesterday I spent the whole day at Suria KLCC just for the sake of it. My mom got a meeting there so, my sis, cousin and me, ended up following so we weren't stuck bored at home. There were major sales everywhere. But I didn't buy anything. Rugii je. Haha. But the main point is, we went to PETROSAINS. Of alllll the places in there kannnn.

But to tell you the truth, it was kinda cool. You really have a greater appreciation of the things there when you just finished a degree in Chemical Engineering. I have practically been exposed of all things in PETROSAINS for 5 years. So, it wasn't THAT lame. Hehe.  But just never go there during school holidays. NEVER. That was not a wise choice to do.

The Unplanned Vacation

But can you call it a vacation? Its more like a roadtrip. Pegi maen redah je. The moment I arrived, terus banjir. Never ever thought that raining for just one whole day can cause quite a flood. Roads were closed, ade jalan runtuh and siap ade sampan bagai. Okay, now I'm acting all jakun. Since it was raining, the whole day, I really couldn't go anywhere. Just pusing-pusing dalam kereta. Last2 pegi McD jugak kan. Haha. What will the world be without it, right? The next day, just spent a few hours at K. Terengganu and went to Kemaman. There's basically just plenty of beaches there. Next time, I should come during a non-raining season. Pandai kan? Adeh.

Curik je gambar sbb xamek gambar. Huk3

Oh, I ended up going to Kelantan by bus, alone. Haha. Forgot to mention that I was sick the whole trip. Sampai2 Kerteh I was already feeling under the weather. Anyways, it was kinda cool naek bas sorang2 pegi negeri orang. Cm backpacking gituu. The bus ride took 5 hours from Dungun to wherever I stopped. Lupe dah name tempat tu. Stop depan masjid and the opposite road ade post office. Ide suruh turun awal to avoid the jam in KB. So there I was waiting all alone by the side of the road carrying a backpack and pretending to play with my phone while a long line of cars stuck in a jam keep staring at me macam budak hilang mak je. Malu okayy.


I arrived 7pm Tuesday and I had to go back my Thursday morning, so I only had one whole day to jalan-jalan. They took me to Rantau Panjang and Pantai Cahaya Bulan. At night, Mokte took me to see airplanes so I can wish upon them. Tak tak. Nak g tengok je. Memang cm jakun tapi it was cool when there was this HUGE JET lalu depan mata! It was like a scene from a movie. Speechless mann.

 Rupe-rupenye sini pon zon bebas cukai. Baru tauuu!

Depan masjid. Lupe name die ape. Unik kannn

Kat PCB.

As usual, more pics kat FB. Anwayss, I took the 10.30 am bus. The bus was only a few minutes late but somehow, the journey back to Kerteh was longer than the journey to KB. I arrived depan the PETRONAS Complex kat Kerteh tu in 7 hours. Huhu. Aritu memang la naek dari Dungun, tapi Dungun-Paka setengah jam jela kut kann? Tensen je since I was trying to catch my dad's ride. Tsk. Ban bus kejapppp. After my dad picked me up there, we headed straight home. Home, at last! 

Kerteh and KB in memories. 19-23 Decemeber 2010.

Sad

Today is a very sad day. A day that is inevitable. Every beginning has an ending. Or as the Malays will say, "Setiap pertemuan ada perpisahan". When you were leaving, I really didn't know what to say. I was speechless. I spent the whole night before crying because you sent that touching email. I couldn't sleep and I ended up sleeping at 4 a.m. You were leaving early, so I had to wake up early. Now, I can't seem to sleep. Tears still keep coming to me. I've known you too long to let go of you. I really treasure this friendship and wish the best of you. Things will never be the same again. We will be going our separate ways after this. We will be leading our own charmed life. And I really wish the best for you. You can be so forgetful, so NEVER forget me. Thanks for all the wonderful memories. Thanks for all the advice and help and just being there for me. Sorry for any wrongdoings. Sorry for any kekurangan. That's all I can say. I will sorely miss you my dear friend.

Love,
D

Traumatized

Hoho.

Gelabah punye pasal. Trus malukan diri sendiri.

Aih. Trauma dengan diri sendiri. Haha

*Malam before ability test lak tuh*

Update update

I seriously need a place to vent. But before I start to rant on things I shouldn't rant about here, let me talk about other things first so I can forget about this current situation. 




Nowadays, I just don't like to update my blog much. Malas kut. hee. I'm currently at UTP trying to finish my FYP, eh silap, START my FYP and yeah, it's currently stuck. I only went back for two weeks for my semester break. Yeah, you read it right. TWO WEEKS. And now I'm back to UTP yang tercinta. 




This time around, I went back to UTP by bus. 
It has been ages since I went back by bus. The last time I remembered was in 2008. Haha. That was such a long time ago -____-




Anyways, I arrived at about 5 pm on Monday. Oh, FYI, I took the wrong bus. I didn't pass by UTP, so I had to stop at Manjung. Thank god, my friends were already here and were kind enough to fetch me. Thanks Sue and Mya. :)




Not much progress has been done for my FYP since I arrived. In short, this is what I have done so far:


Tuesday: Brief discussion with RO and housekeeping of the equipment; like totally wiping all the dust off it.


Wednesday: Brief discussion with RO and Prof. and do inventory for the chemicals.


Thursday (today): Go the lab to meet with technicians but to no avail. Go to IRC in the afternoon to study a bit. 




Yeah, you read it right. I went to the freakin' IRC. Haha. Gile lah. Tak sangka boley g IRC time sem break ni  o__o




I should be starting my first official experiment tomorrow. And I don't have an effing clue on what or how to do it. Let's just pray that the lab won't explode or at least burn down. 

i'm worried sick over someone that i shouldn't worry about

Insomnia

Gahhhh!!

I hate it when this happens. I can't freakin' sleep! And it's all my @#$%^& fault!

Dah tau betapa kuatnye kesan caffeine ke atas diri sendiri, pegi minum sebelum nak tidor wat ape haa?

Okay, technically, I wasn't drinking it before going to sleep. I drank it during dinner. Had dinner at OldTown with my family last night. And I drank my favourite drink, ice blended mocha. *drooling now* And it wasn't even pure coffee for crying out loud!!!!

Oh, the effect of caffeine is so strong on me -_- I've been doing the GLEE series marathon all morning. And now it's 4.30 am and I still can't sleep! I'm also feeling hungry now. Gahhhhh.

Lapar lapar lapar lapar lapar lapar lapar.

Lalalalalalapar!

Okay, serious da takde keje nih.

Can someone please sing me a lullaby until I go to sleep? Pretty please? With Kisses on TOP? Okay, I meant the chocolate. Not smooching.

Next time, I'm soooo not drinking caffeine before I sleep. I need to get a restraining order from them. Gahhhhh. T_T Someone should hit me in the head so hard 'til my eyes pop out if I want to drink another caffeine-infested drink before sleeping. -_-

Hard to Say No

It's always hard for me to say no. 

I always say yes.

I wish I can sometimes say no.

I wish I can.

Happy New Year 2010!

Okay okay. I'm still too early. There's about an hour to go 'til the clock strikes 12. I can't believe another year has gone by. However, I lagiiii can't believe that my internship is going to end next week! But that's another story to tell. This year, I turn 21. Well, barely. I'm 21 years, 1 month and 26 days old to be exact. Haha. I don't want to admit that I'm old. As usual. ;P

A lot of things have happened this year. Good memories, bad memories; mostly bad ones. How I wish I can just wish them away, but I can't. That's life. Properly described below.

Since it's the new year, let's do what everyone does. Those new-year-resolution-things. Gahh. I like!! Lagi lagi if kena buat list. Tak tau kenapa I like listing things in my blog -_-

Let's do it! (Kita buat countdown nak? Nampak menarik skett. Haha. Let's try 10. Tapi macam tak cukup je. Gahh)

My 2010 New Year's Resolution

10. Forget the past. Wahhh. Masok masok list terus serious. T_T But, yeah. I'll try to forget. It will be hard since I once considered that person to be an important person in my life, someone that I could trust. And somehow, the trust was misused. Everything was just a lie. Period. However, since this is the 10th item on the list, you can see how I don't really emphasize this resolution because for me, forgetting means I have forgiven (I can really forget, trust me) and I don't want to forgive, even in the near future because I can't forget. Okayh. Ayat dah berbelit. Sile go to next point.

9. Jadi budak baik rajin pandai. Since next year is my final year in UTP, I seriously have to get serious! I do study (Tak caye tanya roommate!) but mostly I study last minute and I only focus on enjoying. Lagi lagi last semester. But that was forgiven since I was not in the best of condtions. Huh. Oh, and I actually did pretty well! Looks like I have to get myself into a lot of trouble since I strive under the worst conditions x_X

8. Change for the best. Wow. Still in a serious mood, huh? I have changed a little since last semester. Maybe that was just the turning point. Maybe I was tired of all the !@#$% happening in my life at that time. And even in the past. People may say I have changed physically, but I have changed emotionally as well. Tapi tak tau lah ape. Rase je macam dah berubah. Haha. Perangai masih kanak kanak lagi. I would like to try to become a better person, someone useful, someone nicer (tak cukup baik ke nih?), ape lagi eh? To cut it short, change to be a better person ;)

7. Go on lots of holidays. Haha. Ada ke nih jadi resolution? Tapi betol ape. Next year is the last year you can actually play around. After that, you have to start working, and life becomes a bit boring. Insert = internship. Hee. I usually get tired after going home from work. Suddenly, I like spending my nights sleeping and facebook-ing since it does not involve me to move alot. Oh, P.S. I Love You. Eh silap, P.S. I Miss My Besties :(

Can't wait for our first holiday of the year. LANGKAWI!

6. Decide my future. This internship period has made me think a lot about my future. I have come to know what I want to be and I don't think I want to be doing what I have been doing during the 8 months. Kita tengoklah cemane nanti eh? Still unsure. Boley tak google je? "What does Nadia want to be when she grows up?"

Ooops. Tak membantu pulak T_T

5. Be more friendly to others. I may nampak macam ni, tapi I sebenarnya pemalu. Gahaha. Tapi betol laa. Hee. (Ni filler je, taktau nak tulis ape. But seriously!)

4. Patuh kepada ibu bapa dan agama. Oh, ni lagi satu. I may nampak macam ni, tapi masa kecik kecik, sangat rebellious! Woo. Sangat degil dan suke melawan cakap dan suke gadoh dengan adek adek. Tu yang ganas sket tuh. (Ganas ke? Haha). Tapi da besar da kurang la. Keep up with it! Oh yeah, kena patuh kepada agama. Sembahyang wajib cukup. Puasa wajib penuh. Okay okay. Time tak cuti jela kena penuh. Kalau da cuti nak wat cemana? Korang ni pon......

3. Save for the benefit of your future. I have managed to save a bit from the internship allowance plus scholarship. But I should save more. When I was younger, I loved to menabung! But ever since I got a car,  it has been quite hard. Minyak tuh satu. Pastu jadi kaki jalan lak. As most of you might NOT know, I love to drive. It's a hobby. I don't mind driving non-stop. I just like it. Lagi lagi if I'm alone and I can turn on my radio full blast! Karaoke ahh dalam kete sorang sorang. *This is a very embarrassing habit. Sile kurangkan next year*

2. Please! Less shopping! Ni lagi satu. When I was younger, mane suke shopping shopping. I remembered when I was in secondary school, I like to waste my time at a nearby shopping mall in bookstores and CD stores. Books and CDs were the only things that I bought. I was soooo a geek. Cute geek la tapi ;P But now, kaki shopping. Semua nak dibeli. Lagi-lagi time YES nih. "Mentang mentang tengah YES nih, semua la YES!" Bak kata Min. Haha. My mother is already complaining that I have too much clothes. Eh, banyak ke?? Tapi kan, da perempuan. Nak wat cemana kan? *wink wink*

Image for illustration only. Haha

1. Eat Healthily, Live Healthily a.k.a. EXERCISE! Hahahaha. This is the most non-logical resolution I ever made. I'm so not the exercising type. Tak caye sile tanya roommate. Haha. Kena lagi my roommate. I already bought a new pair of sneakers so that should bring up the spirit. Tengokla cemane. Jom jom jogging nanti? :D

Okayh, that's it. By the time I publish this post, it's already 12 am. So,

Happy New Year 2010!!!

P.S. Tak sangka! I managed to fill my Top 10!

Saya SANGAT innocent

Haaa. I'm sooo innocent. Don't believe me?


I just reformatted my laptop walaupon baru je format awal intern hari tu. Thanks Nawi *wink2. Lepas aku mintak ko format, sume nak mintak format kat ko. Ngahaha. Soriii ;)


Eh, lari topik pulak. You want to know why I had to format my lappy? Because I clicked on a !$%^&* SPAM.


Punye lah innocent fikir 'orang tersebut' btol2 nak mintak tolong.


*@#$%: I cant decide if i should make this photo my default. What do you think? Click on link.


So, I went on to click on that link.


Bongok tak? Rase nak dush dush dush je diri sendiri.


The minute I saved that !@$% virus in my laptop, it started to spread spam using my YM! and GTalk account.


You wanna know what BS nonsense it spammed?


naddy: I just got my lip pierced. Tell me what you think of the photo I took of it earlier. Click on link.


Sejak bile pulak aku pierce my lips? Nak kena kejar dengan mak aku dengan pisau ke? Gahaha


Mereka yang mendapat spam itu pulak sume buat2 tanya lak. Haha. Geram weh dengan diri sendiri. *Dush dush dush diri sendiri T_T


So,  after that stupid kejadian, I had to format my laptop. I was planning to upgrade my RAM, so alang alang pegi la upgrade sekali. I also bought the original anti-virus. Kaspersky. The 3-user ones. One for my laptop, one for the PC at home and one for... I don't know. Cepat cepat! 

Who wants to be my anti-virus buddy? 

I bought it for RM105 (I know I know. It's kinda expensive. It's more cheaper during PC Fair tapi nak wat cemane kan?). I'll sell the third ownership for RM30. Okay kan? Please please be lah my anti-virus buddy. Kite share share virus jum? Gahahaha. I'm really broke rite now. I spent RM300 on my laptop for the RAM, anti-virus and format service fee. I hope it isn't slow anymore. If tak, I baling and beli baru je nanti (macam ade duet plak).

Oh, about the spamming thing. I kinda got traumatized when people give links through gtalk now.

The other day, someone pm'ed me their blog link. And this is what happened.

*excerpt from chat 

!@#$%^&: blogspot link

naddy: ni spam ke?

!@#$%^&: tak. blog aku. =.='

naddy: (trauma tekan link.haha)

           smlm tekan jadi spam

           waaa

           nanti aku visit ye ;)

Tengok! Terus trauma. Jelas jelas tulis blogspot kut. Pegi fikir tu spam watape? T_T

Ayat last tu ayat nak sedapkan hati. Tapi betol. I really visited your blog. Hehe

Boredom

I'm seriously dying of boredom here. I don't know what to do. I'm currently up-to-date with all the series and now they are all on hiatus. Then does that mean I should go on a hiatus too? Waa. I think this internship period has reached up to its maximum point. It's just too long. It's like you're working but then not long enough to actually be considered as one. Erk. I don't get what I just said. This is just the boring in me talking.

My final presentation is settled so there is basically nothing much for me to aside from finishing my final report and logbooks. Thank god my logbook is always on track. Tak sanggup nak kejar kejar. Oh my final presentation went pretty well! Thanks to both of my supervisors. I was quite satisfied with it since I didn't even practice much or even memorized anything. I learnt that lesson with PCS. Tak paya hafal hafal. Nanti diri kat depan je terus lupe lirik. Haha.

Aaaaa. Bored. Me posting this post pon bored, blum lagi yang membaca kan? Sure bored baca. Wawawa. Whatever. Rasa nak pegi tengok wayang. Avatar jom? Gile desperate skang nih. My friends are not around. My mom is working on a Saturday, which is also coincidentally her birthday (Happy 45th!) and my dad is out playing golf. My brothers pula are out with their friends, leaving me alone at home. Gaahhh.

Dahla. Nak pegi jogging la. Gahahaha

*Please take note the time published and now it's raining. Gile ke nak jogging? Oh, me = jogging? Sangat tak logik. HAHA

10 Reasons Why I Wouldn't Miss Wearing that Uniform

My internship period is almost over. I've got 28 days 'til freedom (kire pakai jari tuu). Due to this bored feeling of mine today, I've decided to share with you 10 reasons (if I could actually come up with 10) why I wouldn't miss wearing that awfully yellow uniform to work.

1. It makes you look 10kg more than you actually weigh. I weigh around 46kg (at most) but somehow, I look like I weigh 60kg when I wear that coverall. Haha. This makes me rethink my decision of gaining weight. I think I'll just stay this way. I kinda like it like this ;)

2. It's really hard when you have to use the toilet. Should I even explain this? Haha.

3. You tend to become famous. Don't get what I mean? Well, just imagine walking in a shopping mall wearing this. It works more if you're a girl. I guess society isn't use to seeing girls in coveralls huh? I hate those stares. It's not like I'm walking around naked and showing off my assets, you know.

4. It tends to become a conversation starter. Somehow, people will start to ask what you do sampai kena pakai coverall. Then, you have to explain bla bla bla. Dapat ke orang yang open-minded takpe. Dapat ke orang yang tak open-minded tu... He'll start questioning my decision to study engineering, just because I'm a girl. Eh, this is the modern world. Girls can do what guys can do too, okay. Oh,  and jangan sebuk sebuk la, sukati la aku nak study ape. Huh. Tetibe geram lak kan.

5. Because it's god-awfully yellow and you can see me even in a 100km radius. Okay okay. Not that far, but you can still me. It's so attention-seeking and I hate it since I'm trying to keep a low profile here. Haha

Okay. I'm stuck. I managed to get only five. Why, oh why my top 10 lists never actually contain 10? Hee. I'll try harder next time. ;)

There is a few reasons why I would miss wearing that uniform though.

1. You don't need to think what you have to wear for work everyday. I basically wear this EVERYDAY. Oh, I wash them okay. Jangan tuduh tuduh plak. I can actually count how many times I wear normal clothes to work... only FOUR (4) times; 3 times during the induction days and once before the hari raya holidays. Waa. Sangat skett.

Okay, ni pon dapat satu je. Haha. Malas nak fikir laa.

see! nampak cm nek 10kg kn? waa

serabut

sekarang tengah serabut. arrghh

takde kaitan dgn intern, mahupun presentation next week.

just serabut.

pening kepala and mimpi pon pelik pelik je nih.

can you please go away? pretty please, with sugar on top?

*singing*

trouble is a friend no matter where you go oh oh~

no matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow oh oh~

*you is serabut

MALAS

Tak tau la knape. Patutnya, da nak habes intern, kena la start merajinkan diri kan? Try to gather as much knowledge as I can during the short period of time that is left. Ni tak. Bertambah malas lagi adelah. Tapi tak tau lah malas dari segi ape. Nak cakap logbook tak siap lagi, on track je. Sekarang tengah wat logbook bulan November (FYI, I have to send my logbooks on a monthly basis). I've done all the work my SV has asked me to do. In fact, I'll always try to get it done the same day. Tapi tipu la if I say I only do work kat ofis tu kan? Hee. Adelah jugak main main. *wink2* Tapi mostly main main kut. Haha.

To be honest, I was really excited during the starting of my internship. Getting a place at a refinery. Getting to wear the yellow-DIGI coverall. I always sunk my head into the P&IDs and operating manuals. Hafal baek punye la. But it only lasted at least 2 months. Now, I'm just plain bored. Too much hope given, but not granted. (Ayat macam baru putus cinta je. Haha) I go to work with this 'pasrah' face. Like I'm being forced to go. Tapi memang pon. Kalau tak pegi, fail la. Hee.

The second visit will be on the 16th this month, and I haven't even started on my slides. Eh, dah stat dah. First slide tu jela.

FINAL PRESENTATION FOR INDUSTRIAL TRAINING 

by Nadiah binti Jamil bla bla bla

So, starting from next week, I have to be serious. I have to go to work with a smile on my face (Padahal, tengah pilih satu hari nak ponteng next week. Haha. Oopsie :D). I have to start working on my slides. There's another trainee that just joined my department, so I can bully him. *Hihihi. Evil laugh wink2* (Gile overemphasize part tu). Okay, that's all. Update blog pon dah malas dah ni. This is like the first update in 2 weeks. Selalu, update cm hape je :D

KK Trip

Last two weeks, I went to KK with my friends, that consisted of Ella, Odah, Syaji, Ain, Yasmin, Embun and Epit. It was planned like 5 months in advance. Orang sibuk sibuk baru nak start intern, ktorang da plan nak pegi bercuti. Teruk kan? T_T We took that opportunity sebab time tu, tiket kapal terbang sangat murah! It was a 5-day trip that consisted us going to every part of Borneo, except Kalimantan and Brunei. Here was how it went.

6th November 2009
Since the flight to Miri was at 7.25am the next morning, I headed to KL straight after work. Well, not straight after work. Kena balek rumah dulu, abeskan packing yang tak abes abes tu. I went to Odah and Mya's place. Dah berjaya pegi rumah dorang tanpa kesesatan! *Bangga* After waiting for Odah to finish packing, we went to have dinner at this place called Q Bistro where the waiters used PDAs to take our orders. Gile cool kan? We waited for Ain as we were going to sleepover at her place that night. After that, surprise surprise! Mya menghilangkan diri and bawak birthday cake to our table to celebrate your's truly punye birthday. Thanks Mya! Since I didn't get to blow the candles for my own birthday celebration the other day, I was eager to blow this one out. Haha.

7th November 2009
After the small celebration, the three of us, me, Odah and Ain, headed to Ain's house. We arrived there about 12am and we had to quickly get ready for bed since we had to wake up at 3 in the morning to go to KL Sentral so that we can go to LCCT by bus. Ayyo, sangat tak cukup tidur! T_T Nasib baek boley bangun, kalau tak, selamatlah trip tu. Lepak KL jelah jawabnye. Hehe. Ain's older sister sent us there and we met up with Ella, Syaji and Bai who were from Syaji's house. Dapat la kejar bus pukul 4.30 pagi tuh. Sampai sampai je KL Sentral tu, ktorang terus check-in beg and g lepak kt OldTown. Lepak punye lepak sampai xsedar da nak dekat pukul 7. Dengan tak sembahyang Subuhnya lagi. Adoi2. Ktorang berkejar2 pegi surau and bile kuar surau, terdengarlah nama nama anak dara yang bertuah kena panggil kat speaker. Haha. Malu weh. Nasib baik tak kena tinggal ;P

Our first flight was to Miri first because we had to pick up Embun and Yasmin dulu (macam naek kete lak kan. Haha). We arrived there about 10.00 am, so we just hung out at the airport and waited for them to come and also for our next flight to KK at 1.30pm. The Miri-KK flight just took 20 minutes. Ni pulak macam naek bas je! Epit was already there when we arrived, so he took us straight to our hotel. After a short rest, we were set to find a place to eat since all of us were starving! Jalan punye jalan, we ended up eating at the waterfront (tu kut panggilan die).

After the lunch-dinner combo, we went to Warisan Square. It's like a shopping mall, but with an open air concept. Sangat pelik. Sampai sesat kut jalan dalam tu. Lepas shopping sket (ni mmg btol sket je sbb Ella yang banje. Hee), we tried to go back to our hotel. Time tu, our travel guide (Epit) pegi manetah dengan Ain, so we had to find our own way back to the hotel. So, we got lost again. Haha. Tah mane ktorang pegi. Lame gak sesat, dahlah time tu dah lepas maghrib, tapi rase macam pukul 10 malam da sebab da sangat gelap, padahal baru pukul 6 lebih. Last2 lepas tanya tanya orang, dapat gak jumpa hotel tu. Balek2 bilik sume kepenatan gila. Semangat je nak tengok match Kelantan-Negeri Sembilan tu, tapi baru first half da tertidur. At about 1030pm, Ain came knocking at our door, to wake us up. Lupe lak nk pegi tengok wayang pkl 11 lebih punye tiket. Lawak kan? Pegi jaoh jaoh, pastu pegi tengok wayang gak. Macam kat sini takde wayang pulak. Adoi adoi. So, we were practically dragged to the cinema. We were like sleepwalking and following Ain and Epit's lead. But, it was worth it. The movie was fun. Gedik yang best ;P

8th November 2009
The next morning, we had to wake up early so we could go to the Sunday Market. It was a once in a week thing, so if we missed it, it would be our lost. It was fun shopping there. Banyak la jugak dibeli ;)

The next agenda was going snorkelling! So, we walked quite a distance from our hotel to Jesselton Point, and take a boat ride there to Pulau Manukan and Sapi. First, we headed to Pulau Manukan, where some of us were going parasailing. Waa. Excited! Parasailing is like being tied onto a kite and someone controlling you at the bottom. Sangat besh!

After that, Odah and me went snorkelling and there was these two nice lifeguards who were off duty that took us snorkelling to the deep water parts. The fish and coral reefs were beautiful :) Thanks for the help! If tak, tak berani nak pegi jauh jauh sebab tak reti berenang. Hehe. Then, all of us headed to the next island, Pulau Sapi to do more snorkelling. Balek balek tu memang sangat sunburn, walaupon da sapu sunblock SPF 50 da kut T_T Before heading back to our hotel, we had an early dinner. Malam tu pegi jalan jalan kat market yang bukak stiap hari tu and tengok live band performance kat bawah hotel ktorang je. Then later, me and Odah were quite excited to watch the Man Utd - Chelsea game, but we only lasted until half-time. Dah sangat penat and mengantuk time tuh. And yeah, Man Utd lost :(

9th November 2009
Embun and Yasmin left for Miri at about 7++ in the morning. So, there was only 6 of us now. Today, we were going mountain-climbing! Okay, technically, it is true. Tapi naek kereta jelah. Hehe. Epit rented this Toyota Avanza that came along with a cute driver. *wink wink* I dunno how many hours it took to get there because I was spacing out in the car. Hehe. First, we went to Kinabalu Park where we enjoyed the coolness of the place. After that, we headed to Poring. Ade canopy walk and hot springs there. Kat cni adelah gak kena panjat gunung skett. Sangat penat! Padahal panjat tak sampai 10 minit pon. Haha. Nampak sangat takde stamina. Yelaa. Cemane la nak ade stamina kalau asyik makan je time intern ni. Skang da rase gemok T_T Oh, Epit berjaya kenakan aku mase tengah 'panjat' gunung tu. Pandai eh die gunekan kefobiaan aku terhadap pacat tuk kenakan aku. Takpe takpe. Huu. On the way down the mountain, we had our lunch. The food was quite different. Masakan die pelik sket, tapi sebab lapar, ngap jelaa. That night, we went to find cheap DVDs and later ate dinner at SugarBun while listening to the live band performance again. Honestly, they were quite good. :)

10th November 2009
We spent the whole morning at the Filipino market shopping. Macam macam beli. Kat cni lah start pokai. Haha. Tah ape dibelinya pon taktau. Adoyai. After that, we went back to our hotel room to start packing and check-out of the hotel because we were heading to Labuan. Nak naek tongkang je ni! Hee. Kidding. We were going to Menumbok by bus, which was like a 2 hour journey and we will take a speedboat there to Labuan. Seriously, mase naek speedboat tu, rase macam pelarian naek tongkang! (See, I told you we were going to Labuan by tongkang. Well, macam jela. Hehe) Tengok tengok. Ni mase baru gerak.

Pastu bile da gerak, tetiba da ujan. Basah dorang! Haha. Ktorang duk opposite dorang sangat bernasib baek ;P

That night, after chocolate-shopping, we just hung out at Epit's house, where he and Ain prepared dinner for us. Nyum nyum. Sedap! Hehe. Kelaparan la katekan. After that, sume orang pon sebuk sebuk nak register course untuk next sem, nak pilih major sume tu. Nasib baek da setelkan awal awal. Thanks Sue, registerkan ;) By the way, Epit's place was really huge! Astro pon ade. Dahla tak payah bayar pape. Besh gle! Tapi sebab kat Labuan kan. Buhsan wehh. (I know this because I've on a holiday there for one week, and memang sangat buhsan)

11th November 2009
Today was our last day of the trip. Our flight back to KL was at 10.25am so Epit took us for breakfast before heading to the airport. I practically slept the whole way back in the plane. Penat sgt la katekan. Oh, lupe. Ella had to chase her 2.00pm train to Segamat from KL Sentral. We arrived at LCCT at 12.45pm. So we, chased for the 1.00pm bus to KL Sentral and arrived there at about 2.00pm ++. Turun turun bus, Ella and Syaji pegi kejar train, while we took care of Syaji's bag. Luckily, the train was delayed for about 45 minutes, so sempat la Ella nak naek.After, lunch at KL Sentral's KFC, the remaining 4 of us dragged our bags naek LRT (kut). Mule mule turun kat Masjid Jamek, then dari situ, naek pegi Bandar Tun Razak. Penat weh angkat beg tuh. Ain's car was parked at that station. So, we headed to her house, transferred some pics (sempat lagi tu) and then Ain sent me, Syaji and Odah to Odah's house to get my car. We hung out at Odah's house awhile, and after that, I sent Syaji to her house before I headed home. I arrived home at about 7.00 pm. Esok dahla keje pulak tu T_T

So, that was my trip. Sangat penat and sakit di poket, but it was worth it! Next destination...LANGKAWI! Hee

P.S. I lost my new perfume that my dad bought for me. My theory is, it was stolen while my bag was transferred from airport to airport because I noticed the security thing that was stuck to my zippers, was kinda ripped (meaning it was zipped open). I didn't lock my bag, thinking there was nothing precious inside that bag besides my underwear. Haha. Kidding. Kejam kejam kejam pencuri tu. So, just a short reminder, please lock your bag, walaupon there's nothing precious in it. Huu. Kena beli baru :(

Please start drooling now!

Here are my favourite characters/actors in my favourite movies/series. And obviously, ALL of them are guys. I'd be a lesbian if any of them were girls ;P

The Twilight Saga

Robert Pattinson a.k.a

Edward Cullen! Haha. I don't know why there is a need to post two pics of them, since they are the same person @_@ Isn't he a cutie? Dahla sangat sweet dengan Bella! He is the reason why I fell in love with vampires. Tak kesah pon if kena jadi one of them for him. Sanggup sacrifce tu. Haha. Omaigod. Dah terlalu obses. Nadiya Jamil, sila kembali ke jalan yang lurus dan benar! (I'll explain why I spelt my name like that later) He is also the reason why I've read The Twilight Saga books twice already! And I'm planning to read it again. Oh, and I soooo can't wait for the movie. Nak jumpe Edward kesayangan ;)


90210

Matt Lanter a.k.a. Liam Court. He is sooo cute. The broody, mysterious, bad boy type that I absolutely adore! He is a bad boy but a softie at heart. I especially liked the episode in Season 1, at the end of Episode 23 where he and AnnaLynne McCord who plays Naomi Clark in the show, had a moment together where they danced under the falling snow to the song of 'Let the Love Back In' by The Orange Lights (Wah, sangat spesifik kan. Haha). Seriously, that is my favourite scene of all time! Now, 90210 is in its second season, and he's trying to win Naomi back. Hope he succeeds! ;)


Gossip Girl

Ed Westwick a.k.a Chuck Bass. In the first season, I totally adored Nathan Archibald (played by Chace Crawford) for his cuteness! Typical kan? But now, I like Chuck more. I like his bad boy character. Bad boy tapi sangat matured, especially in the second season. Sangat hot ;P He is really growing up! Lagi lagi the way he treats Blair. He may appear feelingless when it comes to true love and all, but he knows how to show it. Suke suke suke XD


Heroes

Zachary Quinto a.k.a. Gabriel Gray or Sylar. Okay. Rasanye you can see the pattern. He is a bad guy kan? And I like him, tapi bile die baek jela. Gile ke ape kalau aku suke die sebab die suke potong2 kepala orang pakai jari die je kn? Tapi sangat susah la nak nampak die baek. He is only nice when he doesn't know who he is (amnesia/lost of identity) or during the third season (kut), when he had a son (in the future). He looks really sweet! ;) Oh, tapi skang Peter Petrelli bertambah hot sebab die selalu selamatkan orang. Tetibe suke paramedics. Hihi

Haha. That's it I guess. You can come to the conclusion that...I like bad boys. Haha. Betol ke tu? Ngaa. Tak tau tak tau. Dahh laa. Abaikan. Oh, sile lap mulut anda. You're drooling too much ;D

P.S. This entry shows that I have too much time in my hands. Siap wat research lagi tu. Haha

Takot

Arrghh!

I'm supposed to be the MC tomorrow for a company event, and I'm nervous to death! I don't really like being in the spotlight (haha)! Mati mati mati. Nak bagi alasan ape nih. MC ke? Titibe rase macam nak demam! Ngeh3. The one reason I don't want to be the MC is because I'm the type that likes to embarrass-herself-in-very-large-crowds kind of person. I like to hog attention unintentionally (I think). Adding to that is the fact that I'm kinda a klutz. So that worsens the situation. Hope I don't do any death-defying stunts tomorrow.

Wish me luck!
Well, I really hope that helps.
'Til then, toodles!

Unfriendly

Urgggh!
Aku sangat tak paham ape masalah sesetengah orang nih.
Ape masalah ko eh? Kata kerja customer service, tapi melayan customer mcm hape je.
Kenapa nak marah-marah haa? Apa? Aku rampas boyfriend ko ke?
Orang tanya bukan main baik lagi.
Tanya ngan muka paling suci dan iklhas kat dunia dah ni, die pegi marah kite lak. Wat muke lak tu.
Klu ye pon tgh PMS, g la tampal notis kat dahi tu. 'Saya tengah PMS' atau kalau tak pon, 'Saye baru clash ngan boyfriend saya'. Baru lah orang paham kenapa kena layan cmtu. Aisshhhh.
Rase nak langgar je kaunter tu ngan kete! (Kejadian di stesen minyak)
Ni bukan the first time. Dah beberapa kali da mcm ni. Semua case customer-service related. Kalau tak suke melayan manusia sejagat a.k.a. UNFRIENDLY, saye sarankan, sila tukar kerja! Jadilah orang-orang di belakang tabir jela yeh.

Gerammmmmmmm.

Okay. Dah habis luahkan.

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