Today at the Office

7.30 am - Arrived at my desk. Don't ask me why I came early. I just LOVE to.

7.30 - 8.00 am - Lalala-ing

8.00 - 8.30 am - Update my daily task; update spreadsheet

8.30 - 9.00 am - Sleeping (tapi dalam mimpi jelaa)

9.00 - 9.30 am - Konon nak stat buat projek yang baru dapat last week tu, tapi tak dapat ilham lagi

9.30 - 11.00 am - Message Nana sebab nak kaco die. Haha. Ngantuk gle. Terpaksa kaco orang. Hehe. Updating each other on stuff a.k.a gossip (la sgt. pasal diri sndiri je, and her recent holiday) While waiting for her messages, I do nothing. Just staring into space...

11.00 - 12.30 pm - Start doing a bit research on my project (finally!).

12.30 - 1.00 pm - Min datang melawat. Borak2 Berbincang pasal isu-isu penting

1.00 - 2.15 pm - Lunch at Ayamas with Kak Fiza, Non and Kaka. After that, stop by Cosway because the shops are just side-by-side (Ni dah jadi rutin dalam due minggu skali, everytime pegi Ayamas, sampaikn pekerja2 dkt Ayamas and Cosway dah kenal sape ktorg kut. Haha)

2.15 - 2.45 pm - Zuhur prayers

2.45 - 4.45 - Pergi charge phone yang abes bateri kat tempat Non. Alang2 tu, lepak2 sambil study pasal my project, borak2, and surf internet.

4.45 - 5.00 pm - Return to my office and prepare to go home

**Lalala-ing is another word for 'berangan' or 'mengelamun'

So, that was just another day at the office. It’s so random. I don’t do these things everyday.  Sometimes, my day isn’t as exciting as today, sometimes my day is more exciting than today. Sometimes, I gain a lot of knowledge, sometimes precious time is wasted. Now is the 22^nd week, and there is about 10 weeks more to go. I’m not sure whether I want my internship to end, or I want to go back to that god-forsaken place filled with *tut*and *tut* (Words were censored to avoid any misunderstanding because there is only one of each). Let's just try and 'enjoy' the little time that we have here, okay?

Ex-Best Friend

Dear You,

This is the second time in my life that I lost a best friend. I really treasured our friendship and really worshiped the ground that you walked on. Because I always thought of you to be 'one of a kind'. I have heard people say bad things about you but I'm not one to listen to what people say. I judged you based on our friendship, and I really really liked you. Your kindness, your thoughtfulness and your jokes.

I liked the fact that we shared a lot of common interests and I can just share anything that I want with you. You kinda understood me in ways other people didn't. We didn't know each other for a long time but it was like we were forever friends. I always thought of you as my best friend. I always wanted to make sure you always get what you wanted and that you were always happy and never sad.

But how could you do such a horrible thing? After all that we've been through. After all the secrets that we shared, the jokes we laughed together about, how could you? I never expected it from you. It could have been settled in a jiffy. It wasn't a complicated matter. You only made things worse. So how do you expect me to forgive you? I can't even accept you as a friend, let alone forgive you. I will never forgive you, even if the world ends tomorrow.

I know that I'm just supposed to forgive you, that it's not good to keep a grudge. That forgiving will help me forget and move on. But do you honestly believe that in forgiving you, I can accept what you did to me? You BACKSTABBED me. You USED me. You LIED to my face. You EMBARRASED me. Now matter how many times you explain to me, it's never gonna undo what you did. It's never gonna erase the bad thing that you did. The memory will fade away, but the pain will last forever.

Regards,
Ex-Best Friend @ Ex-Friend

raya sudah habis!

Monday was the last day of Syawal and now we're already into a new month. This year's Raya has got to be my most hectic one ever. There was an open house to attend to every weekend. Macam abang ipar Mya cakap masa malam marhaban tu, " Tengok, raya kat Johor sampai sebulan. Kat Kelantan 3 hari pon da cukup." This wasn't his exact words, this is just what I remembered, so forgive me if I'm wrong ye Mya?

This year, like every year, we balik beraya at Kuching, my mom's kampung. It was fun, because I get to see my cute little cousins, like this one:

SO CUTE, right? And so heavy! But I love him to bits! He loves me too! ;) Since he can't pronounce my name, he just calls me 'Kaka', you know like that cute footballer...

Okay, so he doesn't look that cute in this picture since he's sweaty and all and this picture is not up-to-date because he's playing for Real Madrid now, but just leave it like this, alright? He's not even supposed to be in the discussion. Lari dari topik pulak. In short, this was how my raya weekends went:

25/09/09

The weekend after we got back from Kuching, Nana, Epit, Zik Junior and Abu came to my house for an ad-hoc open house. (ad-hoc open house? Haha). Since both Nana and Epit were from over-the-sea, this was the only time they could come. But thanks for coming! Terharu SANGAT!

03/10/09-04/10/09

The next Saturday, my roommate since foundation second semester (nak gak cakap tu.hee), Ella, wanted to come to Malacca and at the same time, she ajak me to beraya kat KL to which I agreed to. So, she slept at my house on Friday night and we went open-house hunting the next day , from Mya and Odah's house to Syaji's house to Jibah's and finally Alia's house. Oh, lupe lak. Ktorg pegi beraya kt Midvalley gak, open house kt Chilli's. Hihi. That night, we went jalan2 kat downtown pulak. It was one hell of a day! We had a sleepover at Syaji's and I went to Izzah's open house on Sunday. Ended the day by gossipping with Mya for a few hours before heading home. Kan Mya kan? ;P

09/10/09-10/10/09
Friday was a public holiday for Melaka ( TYT's birthday) and since it fell on a Saturday, Friday was declared a holiday for my company (this is the ONLY reason why I like interning here). Mokte, together with Mat Yie and Hazwan, arrived at my house in the wee hours of Friday morning; sempat sembahyang Subuh at my house and then I took them out for breakfast. After that, the girls gossiped 'till Mokte felt sleepy while the guys headed to Agan's. Dalam pukul 5, I pegi bawak dorg jalan-jalan. Menara Taming Sari, River Cruise, Kota A'Famosa, Jonker Walk and Eyes on Malaysia. Just typical tourist hotspots. I never went to Jonker Walk before, so I was the most excited to go. I didn't actually know where it was x_X but we managed to find it. Sanggup jalan kaki dari MP kut (orang Melaka sure tau betapa jauhnya Jonker Walk and MP). Macam I plak yg pelancong kan?

The next day, was my open house. Tunggu orang2 jauh datang. Geng2 KL and Segamat. Unfortunately, the car from Segamat got involved in an accident. My room mate included; so she couldn't make it. I was quite bummed out. It was still a blast, though. I also ended up being a tour guide for Geng KL (Syaji, Odah, Mya and Bai) sbb dorg nak jalan2 pusing Melaka. Dahla baru bawak Mokte jalan smlm kan, tapi naseb baek dorang nak naek Menara Taming Sari (lagi!) je. If not, I seriously need to think of taking another degree. Tourism, probably. HAHA. (Ade ke degree tu?)

17/10/09-18/10/09
The last weekend of Raya took me to....Senawang! Dah lama GLE tak pegi rumah Dayah! I used to singgah2 at her house when she tumpang me from UTP. But since she has her own car now, dah jarang. Wuu. This is the first time in 5 months since all of us got to berkumpul as we were interning far from each other. After Dayah's open house, Mya, Sue and me departed for Batu Pahat, since there is a marhaban at Mya's house. This is the FIRST time JKD actually sampai ke kampung halamannya. After almost 3 years. So sad. Hee.

So, that ends my most hectic Raya ever! See you next year! (Raya, I mean)

my wishlist ;)

Just because I'm currently interning, I have this illusion that I'm so rich. And because of this illusion, I like to daydream about all the things that I want.

"Tolonglah kembali berpijak di bumi yang nyata. Awak tu pokai!"

Oops, that was me trying to talk sense into myself. But what 's wrong for a girl to dream, right? So, this is my wishlist:

        1.  Watch - preferably swatch. Hari tu, masa balek kampung, sume kedai jam pon singgah, kat airport2 skali pon singgah! Last2, my brother was the one who bought one (using his duet raya). Guess what brand... swatch! I still haven't found the right one for me. Hhmm..

2. A new handphone - I really loveee the Nokia 5800 ExpressMusic. IPhone what? I seriously don't buy all the IPhone craze. A handphone is still a handphone. It's not like you can take a shower using that phone, as previously claimed by an ad I watched. And yeah, the Nokia 5800 is still a handphone but I so love it!

      3. Broadband connection - Haha. This doesn't sound right. Who wishes for broadband right? Okay, so people who don't have internet access will probably want this. I already have 24-hour access at home, so why wish? Well, the reason I want broadband is to prepare myself to go back to my university (name of university will remain confidential since it will hurt the reputation of that said university. Haha. Mcm korg tak tau je kn). I have heard from current students there that the internet is still slow, probably even slower than before. This even without our much loved DC++! Dah la next year ade FYP and FYDP lagi. The internet will be very important for me. Well, aside from facebook-ing and updating my blog that is. *wink wink*

     4. Modify my car, somehow. I don't have that creativity when it comes to cars. A car is for me to drive from one place to another. That's all. But, I would like to see some change in him. (wuu~ him eh? ;P) Haa! An idea just popped out of my head. Can I modify my MyVi to become a Suzuki Swift? (FYI, Suzuki Swift is soooo my dream car!)

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Okay, this doesn't look like a wishlist. There aren't even five items in the list. It looks like I don't really fantasize much. Biasa laa. Orang keje kn. Tade mase nk daydream. Hee. However, if I did buy all these, it would probably cost me about...jeng jeng jeng... RM110000. Fine, let's cut out the Swift fantasy and the total would be around RM2000. But still, where on earth am I going to get that amount of money? Well, that's a question I hope I can find the answer to. Cheers!

kes tade keje

Last night, I followed my mom to her friend's house and this is what I did when I was bored waiting.

I look like I'm in some kind of comic strip. Cool!~

This is one of the pictures during my open house the other day;

This pic looks so nostalgic. Hee

Here is a picture of me and Mokte, pretending to be models. I like this one ;)

This last picture is of me; bajet cute. Haha. Seriously. Tak bajet pon. Mokte wanted to take a picture of me, so I just posed. Lalalala~

I loveee the flowers in this picture. So cute ;)

So, this was what I did. Editing pictures. Try guessing what did I use to edit them?

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Photoshop?

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I guess there are no other guesses you can make right?

Okay, okay. I used my two-month old camera. Cool, huh?

Books I've Read Part 1

It's been 5 months already. Time moves so fast! And internship has gotten boring and boring everyday. One way I make it through my day is by reading novels. Hee. The books I've read so far are:

1. Remember Me? by Sophie Kinsella
   
2. Twilight by Stephanie Meyer
   
3. New Moon by Stephanie Meyer
4. Eclipse by Stephanie Meyer
5. Breaking Dawn by Stephanie Meyer
6. The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks
7. Mercy by Jodi Picoult
8. The Tenth Circle by Jodi Picoult
9. A Walk to Remember by Nicholas Sparks
   
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Okay, tak sampai sepuluh lagi, but that is quite a lot, considering the fact I only read the books at work. What does that say about what I've been doing? I'll let you answer that. Sekarang tgh fikir nak bace buku ape plak. Running out of books to read (most books from the list are my sister's). Hhmm. Let me think and I'll get back to you about this. Later!

P.S. I dunno why I have this sudden urge to update my blog.